I am struggling a little with the fact that maybe my August baby died and it could have been prevented, and rationally I know there is no way to know. But other than that I am kind of glad to have something to treat should we pursue further treatments. I'm also thankful for a Dr who calls me from his personal cell phone to update me on test results. He could have easily had a nurse do it, but he did it himself. And it's not like I'm getting some sort of special treatment, I have three other IRL friends that I have referred to him and they all report similar things. It's refreshing in a world where good "customer service" is hard to come by.
It's been a long first quarter for 2014. I feel like I've been struggling more than I've been resting. And I want to change that. Just need to learn to keep my eyes on Jesus and trust that He not only has a plan, but that it's a good one. :).
Blessings,
Amy