5 weeks 6 days

Well I'm trucking along over here. One week out from our first ultrasound and although I get anxious at times I am doing much better than I thought I would. I haven't had much in the way of symptoms but I try and remind myself that 1) it's early and 2) with low (super low in my case) hCG numbers my pregnancy symptoms are going to take even longer to show up. So far what I've noticed in the last few days is that I can small EVERYTHING, and I am very tired. But we were up late a couple nights in a row so it's hard to know if I'm truly super tired or just sleep deprived. Also, today is my first day dealing with nausea. It's stuck around all day so I am hopeful that it is pregnancy related. (I feel kind of twisted hoping that my nausea sticks around, but such is the life of an IFer!!). 

The waiting game is SO hard, but I'm trying to take comfort in my teeny tiny symptoms and choosing to believe that they are baby Wilson related. I wish my tummy had a little window, or some sort of indicator as to how things are going in there. I also almost wish I was having one more beta test done. (But only almost, I'm convinced that waiting for the phone call with the results is bad for my health!!). Anyhow, that's my update for now. Hopefully some Christmas decorating will be a welcome distraction. :-)

Happy weekend!!