Friday, April 4, 2014

MRI results

Dr Kumar called me on Friday. My MRI showed that I do in fact have Adnomyosis. So now maybe we can get down to business of figuring out what we want to do.   I love my little guy something fierce, and it really is different making decisions about our family's future now that he's in it. We still really don't know what would be best for us Wilson's, and I think figuring it out is going to take some time and prayer, and that's ok. :) The mini IVF is still the treatment plan that dr K is recommending.  He was on his cell so he was kind of hard to hear, but he did say we'd have to make embryos first and then shut down my system for three months, which would help temporarily get rid of my endo and the Adnomyosis. So this may end up being a pretty long process if we do move forward. 

I am struggling a little with the fact that maybe my August baby died and it could have been prevented, and rationally I know there is no way to know. But other than that I am kind of glad to have something to treat should we pursue further treatments. I'm also thankful for a Dr who calls me from his personal cell phone to update me on test results. He could have easily had a nurse do it, but he did it himself. And it's not like I'm getting some sort of special treatment, I have three other IRL friends that I have referred to him and they all report similar things. It's refreshing in a world where good "customer service" is hard to come by. 

It's been a long first quarter for 2014. I feel like I've been struggling more than I've been resting.  And I want to change that.  Just need to learn to keep my eyes on Jesus and trust that He not only has a plan, but that it's a good one. :). 

Blessings,
Amy